100:00:00,000 --> 00:00:01,200Pessimistic
200:00:01,200 --> 00:00:02,760All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
300:00:02,760 --> 00:00:04,760But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging
400:00:04,760 --> 00:00:06,340Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
500:00:06,340 --> 00:00:07,360Fuckin' sickening
600:00:07,420 --> 00:00:08,180At the same time
700:00:08,260 --> 00:00:09,640Memories surface through the grapevine
800:00:09,640 --> 00:00:10,960'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
900:00:10,960 --> 00:00:12,360Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
1000:00:12,360 --> 00:00:13,570Been fucked up since the couple months
1100:00:13,570 --> 00:00:15,200they had a nigga locked upI'll be feelin' pain
1200:00:15,400 --> 00:00:18,120 I be feeling pain just to hold on
1300:00:20,680 --> 00:00:25,660And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb