| This Is Me... Now | |
| Type: | studio |
| Artist: | Jennifer Lopez |
| Cover: | Jennifer Lopez – This Is Me... Now (album cover).png |
| Caption: | Standard edition cover |
| Recorded: | May 2022–June 29, 2023 |
| Studio: | Lola's House (Beverly Hills)Henson (Los Angeles) |
| Genre: | R&B[1] |
| Length: | 44:24 |
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| Prev Title: | Marry Me |
| Prev Year: | 2022 |
This Is Me... Now is the ninth studio album by American entertainer Jennifer Lopez. It was released on February 16, 2024, via Nuyorican Productions and BMG Rights Management, marking her first release under this partnership. The album is heavily inspired by the rekindled romance between Lopez and Ben Affleck as well as their subsequent marriage, with themes of love and self-healing throughout. It is a sequel to Lopez's third studio album This Is Me... Then (2002) and her first studio album in a decade since A.K.A. (2014).
The album was recorded between May and August 2022 and completed on June 29, 2023. Lopez co-wrote every song on the album and contributed rap verses to three of them, with production primarily from Rogét Chahayed, Jeff "Gitty" Gitelman and Angel Lopez. Part of a three-part project, the album was accompanied by the narrative-driven musical film and a behind the scenes documentary called The Greatest Love Story Never Told. The film is a fictionalized narrative loosely based on Lopez's own life containing choreographed visuals for songs from the album, while the documentary explores the making of the music and film.
Upon release, This Is Me... Now received mixed-to-positive reviews, with praise for Lopez's matured vocals and criticism for its themes. Commercially, the album entered at number 38 on the US Billboard 200 and sold 14,000 copies in its debut week. It was preceded by the lead single, "Can't Get Enough", which spawned a remix featuring American rapper Latto. Alongside Latto and rapper Redman, Lopez performed the song on Saturday Night Live. A remix for "Rebound", featuring Puerto Rican rapper Anuel AA, was released alongside the album as the second single. The title track and a remix of "This Time Around" featuring South Korean girl group (G)I-dle were also released as promotional singles. Lopez was set to embark on This Is Me... Live to promote the album, her first tour in five years, but canceled the tour to spend more time with her family.
In mid-2021, Lopez signed a multi-year deal with Netflix to produce a range of films and television shows through her own Nuyorican Productions.[2] Lopez co-produced and starred opposite Owen Wilson and Maluma in the romantic comedy Marry Me, which was filmed in late 2019 and released in February 2022.[3] During this time, Lopez had also reunited with former fiancé, actor Ben Affleck and the couple got engaged in April 2022.[4] This reunion would serve as the primary inspiration for much of the album, film and documentary. On November 25, 2022, the 20th anniversary of the release of This Is Me... Then (2002), Lopez announced her ninth studio album, This Is Me... Now with a video she released on her social media, featuring her recreating that album's cover which morphs into a photograph for the new album.[5] It is Lopez's first album in a decade, since 2014's A.K.A.[6]
Lopez described the album as an "emotional, spiritual, and psychological journey she has taken over the past two decades." The album's lyrics are very confessional with Lopez discussing the reputation of her love life. She stated "people think they know things about what happened to me along the way, the men I was with—but they really have no idea, and a lot of times they get it so wrong. There's a part of me that was hiding a side of myself from everyone. And I feel like I'm at a place in my life, finally, where I have something to say about it."[7] After initially securing investment for the project, Lopez forged ahead with a budget of around $20 million for the three-part conceptual project: This Is Me... Now (the album), (the music film based on music from the album) and the accompanying documentary The Greatest Love Story Never Told. After one of the funders pulled out, due to "not understanding the project", Lopez forged ahead before selling the rights to A Love Story to Amazon Prime. Later during a 2024 interview with Variety, it was noted that This Is Me... Now is a direct sequel to This Is Me...Then, and a deliberate nod to "old-school Lopez".[8]
On June 29, 2023, Lopez posted a photo of her self featuring the album's title, and the caption "album delivery day", alluding to the album being completed. In comments following the post, one of the album's producers, Rogét Chahayed said "It's time".[9] On September 11, 2023, it was announced Lopez had signed a "recording and publishing partnership" deal with BMG Rights Management, in conjunction with her own Nuyorican Productions.[10] Speaking about the album ahead of its release, Lopez stated she wanted to create an experience for fans, "We did a bunch of different album covers... We try to do stuff that's very special for the fans and do collector's items and things like that that they can have forever and ever", later in the same interview with Entertainment Tonight she opined, "the truth is I don't even know if I'll ever make another album after this. It's such the kind of quintessential kind of Jennifer Lopez J.Lo project and I really feel very fulfilled, so they really will be collector's items at a certain point."[11]
This Is Me... Now is a pop and R&B album, with critics noting its "old-school" stylings.[1] According to The Independent, this is in part due to the "cupid-plucked" harps present throughout the album's production. When discussing how the album came about, Lopez remarked that it was inspired by a conversation between her and her manager Benny Medina, where she told "untold stories about her search for love in the years between her first time with Affleck and the triumph of their reunification". It was Medina who first suggested making an album about the reunion, with Lopez subsequently convening a songwriters camp at her home.[8] The starting point for the album was a collection of letters which Affleck wrote to Lopez and titled "The Greatest Story Never Told". According to Affleck, he found beauty and irony in the fact his and Lopez's love was the greatest love story never told, and remarking that "if you're making a record about it, that seems kind of like telling it". The album's final track and accompanying documentary are named after this collection of letters.[8] According to Lopez, the collection of letters featured writings from Lopez and Affleck's original relationship as well as things that had been written since the duo reunited. Affleck gifted the letters in a book to Lopez on the first Christmas since their reunion.[12] During an interview with Zane Lowe on Apple Music, Lopez confirmed that she worked primarily with a small group of producers on the album. It was primarily produced by Rogét Chahayed, Jeff "Gitty" Gitelman and Angel Lopez.[13] During the first day, studio sessions led to the completion of the title track and the album's closing song, "The Greatest Story Never Told", which took its inspiration and name from the collection of letters.[12]
Others like Kimberly "Kaydence" Krysiuk also joined the team. This Is Me... Now was written and produced primarily from May to August 2022, amidst Lopez's reunion and marriage to her ex Ben Affleck. Lopez confirmed that the reunion inspired her to get back into the studio and write honest music, in ways that she had not done since This Is Me... Then (2002).[14] Lowe asked Lopez about the connection between This Is Me...Now and This Is Me...Then, wondering if the album would be about "rekindling that previous relationship and everything being great", Lopez responded "No. Its about celebratory moments with the person who is your soulmate. Yes I found him then and it didn't work out. ... We had work to do."[12] Further sessions and additional credits come from Chauncey "Hit-Boy" Hollis, Tay Keith, Yeti Beats and Carter Lang, with the album completing recording and production in 2023.[15] According to BMG, the album was mainly recorded at Lopez's home studio, Lola's House' in Beverly Hills, Los Angeles.[16] Several fellow artists contributed to the album including Justin Timberlake and Timbaland, British singer-songwriter Raye, Madison Love, and Jason DeRulo. Lowe noted that the harp features heavily in the production of the whole album, while Lopez also confirmed that this was deliberate in the sound she hoped to achieve, also commenting that "I didn't want to create a sound that was current or sounded like everything else being released at the moment".[12]
The album is named after the opening song, "This Is Me... Now", and promotion leading up to the album's release, including some of its artwork prominently feature roses. Lopez's appearances at 'Couture Week' to promote the album and her Saturday Night Live performance of the title track featured outfits made of roses, with Harper's Bazar noting that the outfits embodied the title song's key themes of "love and self-healing".[17] Uproxx noted that the title track was a "downtempo" ballad, and saw Lopez "basking in her rekindled love with Ben Affleck".[18] It also features both a vocal sample and elements of the 2002 Justin Timberlake song "Cry Me a River",[19] as well as being one of three songs to feature a rap verse from Lopez. A critic writing for The Arts Desk noted Lopez's vocal stylings on some tracks was "sassy rapping".[1] Sal Cinquemani from Slant noted that This Is Me... Now is the first Lopez album since 2001's J.Lo to not feature any rap artists,[20] although American rapper Latto features on the remix of "Can't Get Enough" and Puerto Rican rapper Anuel AA features on "Rebound", both taken from the deluxe edition.[19] Other samples and interpolations are present on the album such as the second track "To Be Yours" which features an interpolation of "Superstar", as written by Leon Russell and Bonnie Bramlett. It also features additional vocals by Chaka Khan which were recorded specifically for the album by Trevor Muzzy at Henson Recording Studios in Los Angeles, California.[19]
"Can't Get Enough" features a R&B production, reminiscent of Lopez's earlier music,[21] with a breathy vocal style, over a beachy production according to Billboards Gil Kaufman.[22] It contains an interpolation of "I'm Still In Love With You", as written and composed by Alton Ellis and elements of "Son of a Scorpio" as written and performed by Dennis Coffey.[19] "Not. Going. Anywhere" is the second to feature a rap verse from Lopez on this album.[20] A critic writing for The Arts Desk noted Lopez's vocal stylings on some tracks was "sassy rapping".[1] According to Slant, Affleck has "pitched-down" backing vocals on this song.[20] "Rebound" features on the album twice, a solo version on all editions of the album and then a remix featuring Anuel AA on the deluxe edition. The album also includes a sequel to the This Is Me...Then song "Dear Ben" titled "Dear Ben, Pt. II".[23] British singer-songwriter Raye co-wrote the song and sang background vocals on the track alongside Lopez, Jae Stephens and Steve Mackey.[19] The song "Hearts and Flowers" has been referred to as a sequel to Lopez's 2002 single "Jenny from the Block" by critics like The Arts Desk. According to the album credits "Hearts and Flowers" interpolates part of "Jenny from the Block",[19] which may explain some of the similarities. It also features a progressive cowbell in its production. "This Time Around" is the final song to feature rap vocals from Lopez. It also features co-writing and production from Argentine producer Federico Vindver.[20] [19] "Broken Like Me" is a ballad featuring Spanish guitars.[20] Singer-songwriters Madison Love and Jason DeRulo helped to co-write the penultimate song "Midnight Trip to Vegas", which also samples "Wicked Game" by Chris Isaak.[19] The album's closing track, "The Greatest Love Story Never Told", was named after the collection of letters which Affleck had written to Lopez and also shares its name with the album's accompanying documentary.[8]
This Is Me... Now received a score of 61 out of 100 on review aggregator Metacritic based on ten critics' reviews, indicating "generally favorable" reception. AllMusic's Stephen Thomas Erlewine wrote that "the album is relatively streamlined and sleek, containing no guest appearances and showing no overt attempts at chasing trends." Sal Cinquemani of Slant Magazine called the album "one of Lopez's most sonically consistent efforts" and felt that certain songs "successfully capture the throwback sound of early-aughts R&B", though "most of the album falls short" of replicating the sound of This Is Me... Then. Pitchfork contributor Julianne Escobedo Shepherd commented that Lopez's "voice is stronger than ever" and "As a synergistic mythmaking effort, the album is certainly doing its job", though "the narrative threatens to, and does, overtake the music." Peter Gray of The AU Review wrote that while "so much of this album's content and enjoyment comes from her connection with Affleck [...] it's when the singer reflects on herself that we get moments of pop perfection."[24]
The Independents Helen Brown found that "for all her promises to show us the real her, it's a struggle to see it in the slick and sexy production", even if "she exudes the confidence of a woman who's survived the hard knocks" with "a dreamy texture to Lopez's old-school R&B". Thomas H Green of The Arts Desk reports that although "lyrical swing right" and "she acknowledges her Hispanic roots," there are two problems with the project: "the one-note theme, while sounding genuine and therapeutic, does start to wear" and that "the music sounds a bit passé" with "skittering R&B stylings of yesteryear". Neil McCormick of The Daily Telegraph described This Is Me... Now as a "competent but underpowered album of slick pop" and questions the absence of "all Latin flavouring, which might have been her superpower." Martina Rebecca Inchingolo of ABC News said Lopez "takes back her rightful place on the throne of pop music" on the album and noted her "new, refined wisdom" in comparison to its predecessor.[25] In a less positive review for HipHopDX, Will Schube wrote that "for all of the time, money, and energy J.Lo and her team put into the theatrical accompaniment to This is Me… Now", it would have "behooved all involved to spend a little more time on the music that the film was meant to accompany", concluding that the album hears Lopez "constantly tell fans how great her love life is. She rarely bothers to explain why".
On September 21, 2023, Lopez partnered with Apple Music for an exclusive concert at the Orpheum Theatre in Los Angeles to promote the album.[26] A professional recording of the concert was released on February 21, 2024.[27] On November 25, Lopez released a teaser trailer for the album, featuring clips from the upcoming music videos and/or accompanying film.[28] Three days later, she posted the "[F]irst of many" album covers on social media.[29]
"Can't Get Enough" was released as the lead single on January 10, 2024, with a remix featuring American rapper Latto being released on January 26. On February 3, 2024, Lopez performed the song on Saturday Night Live, where she was joined by surprise guests Latto and Redman; the latter rapping his own new verse.[30] [31] The album's title track was as a promotional single on February 3, 2024, after it too was performed on Saturday Night Live.[32] [33] [34] Lopez released a remix to "This Time Around", featuring Korean pop group (G)I-dle on March 15, 2024.[35] [36]
See main article: This Is Me... Now: A Love Story.
The album was released simultaneously with This Is Me... Now: A Love Story, a companion musical film directed by Dave Meyers and written by Jennifer Lopez and Matt Walton, released by Amazon Prime on February 23, 2024.[37] On the review aggregator website Rotten Tomatoes, the film holds a 75% rating from critics.[38]
The album is also accompanied by a music documentary The Greatest Love Story Never Told, released February 27, 2024. It documents the making of the album and its aforementioned music and narrative-driven film . The documentary stars Lopez, Affleck and actress Jane Fonda, amongst others.[8] In the documentary, Lopez and Fonda discussed the making of the film, discussing the mechanics of Lopez's relationship with Affleck and the "examining Lopez's life as a serial romantic". Fonda said "I want you to know that I don't entirely know why, but I feel invested in you and Ben, and I really want this to work. However, this is absurd. Like, it feels too much like you're trying to prove something instead of just living it. You know, every other photograph is the two of you kissing and the two of you hugging." Lopez reassured Fonda that this "[was] just us living our life".[8] During the documentary, Affleck appears in interviews on the set of A Love Story, one of the topics includes him asking if Lopez "ever forgave him for his actions in 2003", a reference to him breaking off their previous enagagement.[8] According to review aggregator Rotten Tomatoes, the film currently holds a 100% rating based on reviews from seven critics.[39]
See main article: This Is Me... Live. In February 2024, Lopez announced 'This Is Me... Now: The Tour', which was set to begin in June and run until August 2024. She was set to tour "more than 30 cities across North America".[40] However, the tour was cancelled on May 31, 2024, with Lopez citing that she needed a "time off to be with her children, family and close friends".[41] [42]
The album's first single, "Can't Get Enough" was released on January 10, 2024.[43] It was written by Lopez, Gitelman, Atia Boggs, Andrew Neely, Angel Lopez, Alton Ellis, Dennis Coffey, Chahayed, Hollis and Christopher Dotson.[44] It samples the 1967 song "I'm Still in Love With You" by Ellis.[45] Lopez has been teasing the song since its announcement in 2023. Lopez first teased the song when she performed it during her wedding to Affleck in August 2022.[46] On January 2, Lopez uploaded a video to her social media where Lopez and Enola Bedard dancing to a mash-up of "Can't Get Enough" and "Jiggie Woogie" by Baby Lawd and D-Legend.[47] A remix featuring rapper Latto was released on January 26.[48]
The remix of "Rebound", featuring Puerto Rican rapper Anuel AA was released as a single on February 13, 2024.[49] [50] Both the solo and remix version feature on the album, while the latter only features on the deluxe edition. The solo music video for "Rebound" premiered on February 21, 2024,[51] after featuring in .
In the United States, the album debuted at number 38 on the Billboard 200. It marked Lopez's first studio album to miss the top 20 of the chart. Pure album sales comprised 14,000 (6,000 on CD, 5,000 on vinyl and digital download sales comprise 3,000). The album debuted at number one on the Tastemaker Albums chart and number seven on the Vinyl Albums and Independent Albums charts.[52]
The album debuted at number 55 on the UK Albums Chart and number one on the UK R&B Albums Chart.
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| Peak position | |
| Australian Albums (ARIA)[55] | 82 |
|---|---|
| Australian Hip Hop/R&B Albums (ARIA)[56] | 23 |
| Hungarian Physical Albums (MAHASZ)[57] | 32 |
| Italian Albums (FIMI)[58] | 37 |
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| scope=row rowspan="3" | Various | February 16, 2024 | Standard edition | |||
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| Download | Commentary edition |