I Am Not Okay Explained

I Am Not Okay
Cover:Jelly Roll - I Am Not Okay.jpg
Type:single
Artist:Jelly Roll
Released:June 12, 2024
Recorded:Saxman, Nashville, Tennessee
Length:3:17
Label:BBR
Producer:Zach Crowell
Prev Title:All My Life
Prev Year:2024
Next Title:Somebody Save Me
Next Year:2024

"I Am Not Okay" is a song by American singer Jelly Roll, released on June 12, 2024. It was written by Jelly Roll, Taylor Phillips, Ashley Gorley, and Casey Brown and produced by Zach Crowell.

Background

Jelly Roll debuted the song at the season 25 finale of The Voice on May 21, 2024.[1] He also performed it at the CMA Fest on June 8, 2024,[2] prior to releasing the song. When announcing the release on Instagram, he wrote the song is "for everyone going through something".[3]

Composition and lyrics

Jelly Roll wrote "I Am Not Okay" with Taylor Phillips, Ashley Gorley, and Casey Brown, while on tour in North Carolina in October 2023.[4] After witnessing the crowd's emotional reaction, Phillips remarked that attending Jelly Roll's concert was akin to going to church, while prompted Jelly Roll to say that he was making it "OK for people not to be OK", which inspired the song's hook.[4] Gorley noted that he had hoped to develop a song about depression, spurred in part by Phillips' annual benefits to honor his friend, Brian Kindle, who died by suicide.[4]

Produced by Zach Crowell at Saxman Studios,[4] the instrumental starts with the plucking of acoustic guitar during the opening verse,[5] [6] before being joined by drums, synthesizers and orchestra.[7] Lyrically, Jelly Roll revolves around his emotional pain and struggles with mental health,[8] mentioning having sleepless nights, voices in his head,[9] good and bad days, and not wanting to be out of bed. In the chorus, he acknowledges there are others in a similar position and encourages hope: "I know I can't be the only one / Who's holding on for dear life / But God knows, I know / When it's all said and done / I'm not okay / But it's all gonna be alright / It's not okay / But we're all gonna be alright".[10]

Notes and References

  1. Web site: Jelly Roll Performs "I Am Not Ok" The Voice Finale NBC . . 27 June 2024 . May 21, 2024.
  2. Web site: Jelly Roll I Am Not OK . YouTube . 27 June 2024 . June 9, 2024.
  3. Web site: "I Am Not Okay" is out now. For everyone going through something—it's okay to not be okay, but its all gonna be alright! . . 27 June 2024 . June 12, 2024.
  4. Billboard Country Update. Billboard. July 8, 2024. July 9, 2024.
  5. Blistein . Jon . Jelly Roll Searches for Serenity During Tough Times on 'I Am Not Okay' . . 27 June 2024 . June 12, 2024.
  6. Web site: Partridge . Ken . Jelly Roll Clings To Hope On New Song "I Am Not Okay" . . 27 June 2024 . June 13, 2024.
  7. Web site: Jelly Roll Releases Powerful New Single 'I Am Not Okay' . . 27 June 2024 . June 12, 2024.
  8. Nicholson . Jessica . Jelly Roll Unveils Emotional New Single 'I Am Not Okay': Stream It Now . . 27 June 2024 . June 12, 2024.
  9. News: Pareles . Jon . Jelly Roll's Anthem of Perseverance, and 9 More New Songs . 27 June 2024 . . June 14, 2024.
  10. Web site: Crabtree . Mary Claire . Jelly Roll Releases Powerful New Single, "I Am Not Okay" . Whiskey Riff . 27 June 2024 . June 12, 2024.